it is chinese lesson now..hahaha...so i guessed it is naughty me :P

feeling kinda stressed now..there is chem n physics test next week..n i have totally no idea wat is going on esp for chem.....dun even noe wat is she going on n on abt in class....argh

guess i have to mug this weekend...but that is still too little time!!

honestly i am very scared that i won't do well..i noe some ppl would tell me not to worry that i am blah blah..dun even want to talk abt it..

for this two upcoming test i dun think i have put in much effort yet...

hahha..maybe subconsciously i am getting very stress abt this year...my eyebags are getting more obvious!! and i did not have any the past few years..hahah

it is really weird to think abt it now..but i cannot imagine myself in jc..would if fit in?? can i cope??

hahah..i guess i am getting paraniod...ohwells..gues today has been a "worrying" day for me..hahah

okay..i just finished summarising my chi doc from 2000+ words to 500..hahah i feel accomplished now..not that depressed as before...i guess i have to learn to appreciate little successes n joy..den maybe i will be a happier person..yesh cos i like to laugh :)

yup...n to hy hahaha..i am not going to be that pushed over penguin..boo..


it is good to feel so much happier ..

on that note..i once heard..that if u are too happy u will harm ur heart..too sad harm ur lungs..too angry harm ur liver..too worry harm ur kidney..or smth like that haha...i guess my body is destroyed completely..cos i get happy easily...worrys everyday..get sad too..n angry at my brother..hahah...it is a wonder i am still here

haha...going to kranji now..byee