sometimes it really sucks when you want something but it doesn't happen and you know you can't have it forcefully

sometimes you only know how much it really matters to you when you feel the tears coming,

the hurt in your heart,

and the exasperation you feel with your words..


sometimes it isn't enough just to be honest, truthful...

you thought you can turn things back to what they were originally..

you thought you have been through the roughest patch..

nothing could get worse than that..

but then the smallest thing threw you off balance

and you lost your bearings again

you pray

you hope

and though you know it with all your heart

you still fear

that some things aren't as strong as you thought they were

you know you should have faith, trust

yet somehow everything just deludes you...

and you wish you could just turn back time...